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Freaking Out About Friday

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Tomorrow is my freaking CNA exam. And I'm trying not to freak the f*** out about it! :fear: 

For the last two weeks as I've studied and trained my hardest, I had been contemplating dropping out so I wouldn't endure the possibility of failure. My entire class is nervous about tomorrow, and we're all praying for each other. 

The "incident from 2016" as Beth put it was that before I found out about this CNA course, I attended a Pharmacy Tech program. Granted, I wasn't as entirely enthralled in it as I am in my CNA class, but I didn't think I had many options and I was getting rejected by possible future employers of simple occupations left and right. Two days before my state exam, I made the heavy choice of cancelling my date of attending. I've regretted it since, and before I went to Asia for the holidays in December, I vowed to get myself back together despite all the hardships 2016 has thrown at me (especially since it was the first year since my mom's death). When my friend told me about a Nursing Assistant program she attended and got certified from, she suggested I do it since I ultimately refuse to attend another five years in nursing school, and become stuck with a loan that could take forever to pay off (and I could actually hate being a registered nurse). 

For the past week, I have trained, spent long hours practicing, and getting moody with a bad sleeping pattern. As scared as I am for tomorrow, everyone tells me I'll do great (when I performed one of the harder skills in class some weeks ago, the instructor applauded me for doing a good job at it). 

It's actually too late to drop out of this one. Not only because I'm going to pull myself together and take it with strong hope...but because my dad already paid for the exam long before I started my course. ^^;


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